i believe in love

I believe in hope and joy and rekindling old friendships I believe in choice and chance I believe in good music and peace and the romantic hopelessness of my days

but math is trying to beat it out of me

Today was a thursday, I slept in

Nobody blogs anymore

it make me kinda sad

I may just be broken

I'm looking Oscar, believe me, I am.
But I'm beginning to wonder that
with all the damage we've caused,
we've gone and killed the stars aswell.

this is what my heart looks like

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sick, tired, sad, confused, people leaving

+
good math mark, *literate four hopefully this weekend, good books
Eclipse trailer made my entire life better.

the world will love you if you are a sheep chameleon

New theory in the works; great music is a little weird, and now a days, that means it will never be on the top twenty countdown. Those spots are only held by singers of shamless shit. Nothing new, same conventional noise. 

And no, listening to Jack Johnson and wearing AA does not make you a one of a kind Indy kid. It makes you a fucking trend. 

Personalities wanted.

"and I realized, I'm even jelous of the moon"

 

Time to get rid of the angst from the blogs. 

Today was divine. So was yesterday for that matter. There is something about getting together with certain people that just makes a bad situation bearable, and makes stress seam less daunting compaired to when you are alone. Venting and good old fashion converstaions. I don't spend enough time with many people in my life. But I love them, and I think they know it. 

Life is better than we give it credit for.

It really does try.

Only happiness now.

Grump

Fuuuccck, I am grumpy. Very grumpy infact. I feel gross thanks to stupid diabetes and I am tired. Topped off with the fact that I have gotten nothing done today besides stupid things that I didn't even really get done at all. And I had to go to choir which made me bitchy and even more tired. I don't want to do any homework and therefore I don't think I will anymore. That just means that I am going to fail math and social.
I don't like parties, drinking or drugs. People should gain some perspective on life. And develop a value system that isn't based on a high school popularity contest.
Maybe I'm just bitter because I can't drink.
But even if I could, I wouldn't want to be part of that.

I don't want anyone to read this.

facial expressions always confuse me

 

 thinking too much

blogging too much 

not finishing enough math homework

wanted; spelling lessons.