I love HP

I don't wanna see you go,
but it's not forever, not forever!
Even it was,
you now that I would never let it get me down.
You're the part of me that makes me better,
wherever I go!
So I will try
not to cry--
but no one needs to say goodbye..

i make weird covers of disney songs, i mean who does that?

There are sleep people hiding in in my eye lids, weighing them down. so i want to go to sleep even though it's only nine. o'clock. maybe that's a good thing because school is starting up again in a few days and it is going to kick my ass to be sure. i am not going to be able to get up at six to go on a run, take a shower, clean my self up, decide what on earth from the depths of my closet shall cloth me and then eat. And all that before i leave the house. don't worry, I hear the angst and all together unpleasantness of the above paragraph. It must be the sleep people, i guess they have multiplied and  run from my eyes to the ears, through my ear canals and into the teenage angst lobe and then jumped around. damned sleep people. i imagine them all blue, with no features on their face, like they were all wearing morph suits, but that's just their face and very small. They thrive in adolescents brains especially during the school year. I have a feeling there will be a full established colony in my head by November.

Quite honestly I am getting excited for school, and I guess that's a good thing seeing as I will probably be there every day next week. That's what comes with a strange devotion to debate. I love the beginning, getting to see who's in your class, figuring out your timetable, getting your school id, even though the picture will suck, I don't know, I get excited. I'm a nerd, I know. But I'm excited. and that excitement is beating down a lot of the fear for the moment.

Jump time. I got to see my step-sister's (Ginger, just to clear any confusion with the vast amount of sisters that grow on my family tree) "flat" today. It's beautiful, and it's so very cool that she has a place of her own, that she is living by herself. I can not imagine that right now. Partly because it scares me and in part because it seams so unreal.

Final point. It will come out short and disjointed because the sleep people are slowly winning the war against my eye lids....never mind. It's about Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, and I am falling asleep. It deserves more a level of attention and literary skill that the sleep people are currently using as weights for my eye lids.

GOD DAN IT FRIENDS I MISS YOU ALL.

I find it odd that only the child who is currently located outside of the country is blogging. 

Come on folks.

I claim Belle's castle

I propose a new name for wisdom teeth, bloody, swollen, god awful, fuck you, terrible teeth. More appropriate I think, seeing as I currently resemble the tragic outcome of a fish, chipmunk human hybrid that took the the wrong end of a terrible beating. Just to the face. I have been informed that I am living down the worst of it right now, and that it will only get better from here. That being said, I'll keep my bitching to a minimum. 

 Fuck Wisdom Teeth

Well besides that, I don't really know. I would like to mention my new computer, while completely understanding that it sounds like I am bragging an awful amount. Sorry, I am a little, but I don't mean it to sound stuck up or rude or what have you. I'm just very excited and I like to share that with all my loved ones.. aka you guys. And I worked hard for the money that helped me get it. It's my baby, I love it and it's very beautiful. Plus it's distracting me.

Stress warning: I will be talking about school in this next paragraph. Feel free to skip, 

Well I am worried, cause we don't have our debate video even started, our schedules are all messed up and it's the last first day. And that scares me.

Bandages, blood, ice and pain. Woopie.

VS.

michael cera 

honestly i don't have any words for it all. but i love him and kinda want to marry him.

yeah scott pilgrim. 

add the enthusiasm.

sex-y

don't ever look back.

Everyone is worried about so many things. It worries me. I am tired and a little stressed. The future is a little to much for me right now. It sits at my kitchen table, tapping it's long finger nails on the table impaitently while waiting for me to do something that I wasn't exactly filled in on. I don't know what you want from me. I don't know what I want or expect from myself. I just want to do something that I love, that brings me joy and excites me. That's what I want. But more often than not people end up in a life that they don't like. But maybe they were bad at adapting, or they didn't fight as hard as I will or play the pessimist where I really do belive that I am an optimist. I will fight and sweat and cry for what I want, even if I don't know what it is yet. I will rise and rise again untill I find where I belong or what I need. Or want. Whatever you want to call it. Maybe they will be one in the same.

I am tired and I miss my mom. I'm worried.

Rachel has grammer issues

This blog needs some words. So I decided that I should write a blog. One with words. Even though I have to go to work in a few minuets, and I am being distracted by Friends and have enough mosquito bites to keep me occupied for some time. But still. I haven't actually written anything worth merit in a very long time. But I bet this worth your time either. Oh well, to bad for you. You are probably going to continue reading it anyway. Actually I found something to write about.

I was watching the news the other day and there was this study done about people and social interaction. And the study said that having friends, I think that it was around 5 or something, improved your life expectancy by about 50%. So having no friends is as about as bad for you as being obese or smoking cigarettes. This got me to thinking, because I have been spending a lot of time alone lately, and honestly, I have been getting quite bored. So then my sister came home and I hung out with Lynds and Hannah, at separate times. And it's been odd, but a little bit eye opening, about how much I really do need my friends, how they really fill my life with so much worth living for and I take them for granted much to often. Lyndsay, thank you so much for your kind words in your last blog. They were so sweet and made me very happy. You are one of my favorite people ever, and mirror my own personality in so many ways that I can't help but wonder if we were sisters in another life. Your spirit and zest for life shine in everything you do. You have a fire in you that burns brighter than anyone else I've seen. Hannah, I probably take you for granted more often than anyone else in my life. I've never known anyone that I am so comfortable around, and free to be myself 100% of the time without fear of judgement or ridicule. Happy, sad, weird and grumpy, you have dealt with me in every mood possible and I know that is no small challenge.You have contributed so strongly to the person that I have become that all I can do is thank you again and again for all that you are. And I don't think all the cookies in the world could make up for everything that you have done for me, so I will just do what I can to be as good a friend to you as you are to me. Now I am going to be late for work, and I didn't expect this blog to be as sappy as it turned out to be, but there you have it. I am just a sap. Honestly, I think I would use that as one of my defining personality traits.

Goodbye to you all. I get to meet the new host boy tonight, so that shall be exciting. Even if he has already been there for a month. Whatever, we've never met before.I guess that is what happens when you only have two host/hostesses on Friday and Saturday nights.

Oh and I decided to change the picture at the top of my blog because;

1. Hannah thought that the cat was creepy
2. and more so because I really like the idea of being "Prongs" from Moony, Wormtail, Padfoot and Prongs.

Gonna be late.
Got to go.

Today has been a very good great successful day. Mainly because I found a way to re-arrange my blog to my liking, because I don't have to work today and because I am watching my favorite tv show ever. 

yeah me.

And I really like this picture. Well I am all over the place with this blog. Blah blah. 

Now, to make up for a lack of blogs lately, here is a list of my favorite tv characters.

Yeah, that's all I've got right now. 

James "Sawyer" Ford, Juliet Burke, Boone Carlyle, Desmond David Hume, Sayid Jarrah, Charlie Pace, Miles Straume, Damon Salvatore