i make weird covers of disney songs, i mean who does that?

There are sleep people hiding in in my eye lids, weighing them down. so i want to go to sleep even though it's only nine. o'clock. maybe that's a good thing because school is starting up again in a few days and it is going to kick my ass to be sure. i am not going to be able to get up at six to go on a run, take a shower, clean my self up, decide what on earth from the depths of my closet shall cloth me and then eat. And all that before i leave the house. don't worry, I hear the angst and all together unpleasantness of the above paragraph. It must be the sleep people, i guess they have multiplied and  run from my eyes to the ears, through my ear canals and into the teenage angst lobe and then jumped around. damned sleep people. i imagine them all blue, with no features on their face, like they were all wearing morph suits, but that's just their face and very small. They thrive in adolescents brains especially during the school year. I have a feeling there will be a full established colony in my head by November.

Quite honestly I am getting excited for school, and I guess that's a good thing seeing as I will probably be there every day next week. That's what comes with a strange devotion to debate. I love the beginning, getting to see who's in your class, figuring out your timetable, getting your school id, even though the picture will suck, I don't know, I get excited. I'm a nerd, I know. But I'm excited. and that excitement is beating down a lot of the fear for the moment.

Jump time. I got to see my step-sister's (Ginger, just to clear any confusion with the vast amount of sisters that grow on my family tree) "flat" today. It's beautiful, and it's so very cool that she has a place of her own, that she is living by herself. I can not imagine that right now. Partly because it scares me and in part because it seams so unreal.

Final point. It will come out short and disjointed because the sleep people are slowly winning the war against my eye lids....never mind. It's about Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, and I am falling asleep. It deserves more a level of attention and literary skill that the sleep people are currently using as weights for my eye lids.

GOD DAN IT FRIENDS I MISS YOU ALL.