If the children don’t grow up, our bodies get bigger but our hearts get torn up.

People are so hard to figure out. How can you tell if someone is mad at you, upset over something that is completely unrelated to you, annoyed with you, or with something else entirely. I constantly ponder what other people are thinking, wondering if it is me that is causing them to be moody or distant or something else. Nowadays, people don't normally express there feelings out to the world for fear of being jugged or hurt or vulnerable or what have you, but it would make for a lot easier of a world if they did. That way, we could all know what is going on. But then I understand why we don't, why I dont. When you share something so personal to yourself, pretaining to who you are and what makes you who you are, you give someone a little bit of power over yourself, a sight into your soul. They can then do whatever they want with the piece of you, including destorying it.
Personally I can't decided weather or not to be a person that holds in what they think or what they are feeling, or one that shares with all the world what is on their mind. I think that once you start sharing everything out there, with the world and with all your friends, you start to loose yourself a little. There is no filter between your soul, so to speak, and the rest of the world, letting it all kinda float all over the place. But maybe that is not the case at all. Maybe in sharing with other people, you are making yourself stronger by trusting in others. Prehaps, like a lot of things in the world, it has to do with balence appose to chosing one or the other, balence between the two extreams. I still haven't decided.