please speak soft little stranger

Lend me an ear I'll tell you a story
'Bout a man who didn't know how to be
Joined a travellin' circus from P.E.I. to B.C.

I don't really know what I want to say here, what's running through my mind. I just feel like spitting out some angsty teenage emotion that Lyndsay likes to point out is in my pants. Some how, she takes this to be the pinicle of her wit. I'm still not sure I compeltly understand, but that's okay. I love her anyways. I am going to miss her a lot next semsiter, not being able to spend half a day each and every day together is going to be sad. 

I think becoming friends with you Lyndsay was one of the best things that happened to me this year semister. Congrats, you took top spot. We all know that chem class and mr. richard put up a really good fight for a while there, but in they end they just didn't have what it takes.

Actually, I can't even joke about that. I hate chem and mr. richard. God they both sucked. Lyndsay you didn't. Thanks for that.

Instead, you are always that person that I can vent my frustrations, and make loud noises with and laugh and yell and argue with mr. doak and sing with. Pretty much, you are one of my favorite people. Even if somedays I call you bitch, I still love you very very much. Mucho some might even say.

I am going to miss Becca Fuller, having her in my french class. I love you very much Becca. Bunches and bunches. I think that you are a super amazing person and I really want to hang out with you more often. What really impresses me about you Becca is your honesty and ability to be exactly who you are. Not many people that kind of courage. You are full of such joy and happiness, and you understand me really well. Which is great, and one of the many reasons I love you so. I'm really excited to go and see one of your ringette games. *sorry if i spelt that wrong. I'm sorry that you are going to some tough times right now, but I know a girl as strong and amazing as yourself has the abilitly to work it out. And when it seams like you can't, and like the world is coming crashing down, I will be there to help you through. 

I am going to miss all of my english class, all the friends that I have made there. It was one of the best classes that I have ever had in highschool, so full of laughter and intellect, (or lack of it) I was in heaven ever time I walked through those doors.  I hope we all reunight in grade 12. Except the odd ones who's existance in that class we didn't really understand. They don't really need to come back if they don't want. 

One person in particular was a joyous discovery amongst the a.p. nerds, a one miss Allison Carter. Allison, you are brillant. From your happy smile to your cutting intellect, the class wouldn't have been the same without you. I have had so much fun getting to know you this year, words cannot describe. I love your bubbly personality and bizare dietary needs. I love your blog, oh man. I want to write something back every time but I try to keep myself reigned in. You are creative crazy brillance. I love it. To bad for you, you won't be able to get rid of me cause I am going to insit that we hang out this next semister. 

Hannah Banana, I have given you a lot of wordy descriptions of how much you mean to mean and how amazing you are and how much I love you in our days spent as BFF. To this day, they all remain true. I love you very very much and I don't think you need me to ramble about it. If you do, just post a comment and I'm sure I can think of something new. In short; love you, you're awesome. the end.

Now to two people who were not (sadly) in any of my classes this past semister. In case you folk didn't notice, the whole goal of this blog turned into talking about each of my followers. 

Ryan.

Even if you push me around and are mean to me and make weird noises, I still appreciate your existance as a human being. 

Haha, in all seriousness, you are a very funny kid and I am glad that I know you more that just, "my friend boyfriend" this year. You are also very cool and you have mad tallent at most all things that you attempt and you seam to be nice to everyone. Except me. Don't think this hasn't escaped my notice. Maybe we will have a class together next semsiter! Wouldn't that be exciting. 

Erin! 

I love you. Bunches. Seriously, you bring a smile to my face every day I see you. You are a very amazing, tallented and overal exceptionally amazing person. Something about just the way you are, the way you carry yourself spreds to all those around you. You are infectious and it's great. The joy you have for life inspires me to better things. I love reading your blog, really it brings me such joy. And when I post my blogs of frustration or anger and I know that you will be there for me, simply just to read what I've written, or listen to me complain if I call you up makes me feel better. I love you correcting my grammer in FB messages, that always makes me laugh. I love your taste in music and I'm hoping we can go to that concert together. You are amazing kid. In every way. Never forget that. :)

I love you guys all, and my exhuastion is making me act all werid and stupid. 

I think I should go to bed. 

But without a love I don't have an inkling
I'd be howling every night at the moon
And if the stars stop twinkling
The end will sure be coming soon