and I said virginity is a childhood disease

There was a beginning that I had for this space here, but I forgot what it was.
I wish I had spell check.

Jack: Where are we?

Christian: This is a place you all made together so you could find one another...Nobody does it all alone. You needed them and they needed you.

Jack: For what?

Christian: To remember and to let go.

 

Allison Carter, you suck at blogging lately. 

today was a good day, kinda a blue grey day, with green leaves. I enjoyed it. Sometimes I see my memories like it was a scene from a movie. That's what today was. 

Two questions, Where do you see yourself in ten years? and Where is your most favourite place to be in the whole wide world?

I will start with Hannah's, kinda cause it scares me more and more so because it's listed first.

      In ten years, I will be 27. Ten years is a very long time in the future. I don't really like the phrasing, "where do you see yourself" because you can't see anything except for what you imagine, or blackness when thinking of the future. So I don't really know what I see,  but I can imagine and hope and dream. I hope that I am in love. I don't know if that means I will be married or have kids or live in the tiny house of my dreams with a garden and a library, but I do hope that I will be in love. I really think that is what I want more than anything, is to be in love. That's why that came first.
        I dream of finding a place to fit what I love with what I can do with what will make me a decent living. Maybe working for a non governmental organisation or as a historian.  
        I hope to have a lot of books, a big dog, a cat, a good tea pot, trinkets from all around the world, pictures of my family and friends on the wall, to be walking on worn wooden floors, and to be growing a lot of flowers/plants no matter what else is going on.  More so, I hope for all this stuff.
        That's is what I imagine when I think of myself in ten years. Thinking of how to get there in the next nine years is really stressing me out though, so onto what Lyndsay asked.

1. Where do you see yourself in ten years?

I just found out that there is spell check in blogs.
I feel like I was just given a gift from karma.

         I like this question, and I have spent a lot of time reflecting where I love to spend my time. I came up with seven different place. Sorry Lyndsay, I am not that good at tuning into details. The thing is that it is just to hard to pick an absolute favourite place because moods change, weather alters and I am like you, indecisive.
One of my favourite places in all the world is with my family, on my mom's side. I love hanging out with them at our cabin, or in BC or at our Grandma's or my house, wherever it is, I am always happy. I love being at my cabin, for the magic and beauty that I find there, and the feeling of belonging. The memories, the smells, tastes, sounds of my escape from the world. I love my room, my bed, at night when it is raining, I love being in the shower, listening to the water poor down the drain and enjoying the feeling of the water on my skin, I love being in the sun, the smell of it on my skin, the warmth and joy it brings. I love walking in the woods, again for the magic, the calm, the sense of stillness and majesty. Finally, I love being with my friends, especially the literate four. When I am with you, things make sense.

2. Where is your most favourite place to be in the whole wide world?