13.10.10

word came through in a letter

I suck at life this last few days. Fuck. I hate it because it isn't like me, but I keep forgetting and dropping the ball. And then that ball breaks my god damn foot. I hate letting people down, I hate it. A crushing fog fills my chest and collapses it from within. And then I have a frowny face. What is wrong with me? Add mass procrastination and I just feel awesome.
I feel a little bit like a failure. 
I wish my iTunes would understand my mood. It does not get it.


I think I need more excitement in my life. More stories to tell. More people to meet.

3 comments:

  1. I like that you said frowny face. Because that perfectly describes your face when you are upset. It is not a frown, but a frowny face.

    I kind of like the word frown.
    I kind of like you.
    I hope you're feeling better :)

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