things are going well.

 

No one has blogged in November yet.

I don't like feeling vulnerable. I think it's my number one problem. Cause when I do, that's when I start to get defensive, quick tempered, scared and angry at myself for making the decision that lead to such an uncomfortable place. But I'm working on it, because I have been finding lately, that some people, honestly, are worth it. And they make it so much better once you do open yourself up. The act of sharing itself is so cleansing and therapeutic that most of the time, I don't need consolation, or advice. Just an open ear canal. And I am finding that people are worth the risk, the fear and anticipation that comes with projecting your innards to the world. I want this to go somewhere and I really honestly hope that it does. I'll just have to deal with the scared part of me that wants to drop everything and run at the moment. Put her out in the rain for a while to calm down. 

I like holding hands, to an insane degree. I like change. I like coffee with old friends. I like good conversations with good silences. I like boys. I like teachers that are understanding. I like talking. I like traveling. I like backpacks. I like zippers. I like the color red. I like bus trips. I like B.C. I like sleep. I like team bonding and new friendships. I like West Point Grey. I like the sun. I like the fall. I like debate. I like people.

I like where this is going.