but I am cleaning up so well

Today was a really nice day. It was a contrast of friendships and demonstrated how they all make me happy. One with a best friend where if words aren't there, silences are calming and easy, one with a best friend who silence is rare but her zest for life spills out with ever sentence, and a friend were conversation never ends simply for the fact that we don't hang out that much. But everything was so easy. And so much fun. Someone where I can almost hear the click, the realization of a friend in an other, a mirrored soul. I imagine it like those hair clips, that with a little bit of pressure, they click shut. And in those that I am closest with, I can sense that click every time we hangout. Others there is never the click. It's like we operate on different plans of life, just missing the other. And as much as I might like that person, I feel no desire to be closer with the simply because there is no click. And I identify each relationship I have with weather or not there is a click.

I had good conversations today. With much insight.

And it made me think about high school, how we are honestly growing up. And how in about five to six years, maybe even less, it wouldn't be weird if some of us were getting married. It's strange. And then I think about how all the douche bags are going out into the world with the rest of us. And the real world will treat them like the ass holes they are. For the most part. And that makes me happy.