it's april today, as was yesterday. i'll be 18 in a week. i scares me a little to see how march disappeared. like wispy smoke, or the hope of spring admits all this snow. i feel deflated today, kinda weak and hollow. i know why. i don't really want to say it. i don't want people to ask, i don't want to be one of those girls that whines about these sort of things. but i've said before that feelings are never wrong. so it would stand to reason that this same logic should be self applicable to my own life. but that's a lot harder than one might make it out to be.
i just feel lonely.
i think april has got off to a pretty lonely start.
ReplyDeletep.s. i just googled Simon Bellamy and if Zooey Deschanel was a man that is pretty much exactly what she would look like, i think.
ReplyDeleteI love him, he is my favorite character from Misfits. I never realized how much he does look like Zooey Deschanel.
ReplyDeleteI miss you Erin.